Lazy Bones

So lately I've been saying I have no time to myself when I actually do have tons of time to myself. Yesterday I was suppose to work, I didn't know, they called me a few times then I decided to pick up the phone and they told me to come in. Well I told her my situation about how the carpet guy was coming and I really couldn't go in, so yeah I had the day off. Yesterday was my catch up on me day. I plucked my eye brows painted my nails, dyed my streak red again after it was orange for like weeks, clipped my nails etc. little things that take time to do and you usually put it off until you can actually take the time and do them. My eyebrows where scary, and it was only realized when i finished one and looked at the other, plus all the stray hairs on my shirt after just finishing one. Anyways it was great just being around myself. I got ready for a concert me and my brothers friends where going to and I took my time thinking this kid I had a night with was going but ended up being some other friend so yeah it was kind of lame but the concert was great. Today and Tomorrow are my days off and I'm going to do a few productive things like teach my best friend how to drive because honestly its about time she knows, prep for my weekend deliveries since I have one huge order and a really tiny one haha :) finish cleaning my room which keeps getting pushed back since its really never on the top of my priority list. I really need to hit the gym since my lazy bones hasn't made an appearance there in over two weeks because of Lore F's parents being out of town and us having fun and doing random crap but we need to buckle down and get back at it! The concert last night put me up at 4 concerts down on my 101 list which is great. Tim McGraw is excellent live and you really should go see him if you have a chance. I'm leaving you with videos of the bands a I saw yesterday enjoy :) until next time..... nice windy blue sky day.

Love and Theft - Opening Act

Lady A - Opening for Tim

Tim McGraw - Headliner 

cyclistic sleeping

so i've read different methods of sleeping and many people just do the 8 hours at night like normal mammals but I'm trying this other approach. cycle sleeping. you sleep a total of 8 hours but you only sleep 4 hours at a time. this method will hopefully let me have a night life again since i feel rested and i actually feel modivated. no matter how long you sleep it always takes a long time to get out of bed so i wont count that against my cycle. but i do feel modivated and actually productive which i already have said before. hopefully i keep at this. i have to work at 4am tomorrow since we are making gelatin for the week and ive yet to make it since ive been here. fun times. i still have a lot of work to do but its going fast. my brother is a being an ass because he wont bring me my stereo but eh... ill just keep singing alejandro :) hopfully we go to the gym today and catch up a bit.
okay break almost over, til the next.... double raised donuts.

subway inspiration

so I'm sitting here hanging out at lore's subway waiting for her to get off so maybe we can do something tonight and like i hate the fact i have money now and i dont have time to go out :( I work early as hell and that means im dead tired by 9! but hopefully i can get use to this cycle sleeping and ill be more productive and be able to do more things. ive been wanting to go drinking and partying for awhile. im a brand new 21 year old i need my fix! haha well hopefully me working these all these hours for the summer will pay off some how. I'm planning on buying a car since i will have some more income that im use to coming in so might as well put it towards something ive been wanting :) so im getting my sky roadster! im talking to the guy again and hopefully i will be able to see it soon. just need to find financing. but i will have a two seater convertable speed machine :) so yeah i
cant wait! me and lore i think are just going to get 40's and sit outside since it such a great night :)

Backyard Vacation, Perverted Vocalization

So I've recently fallen in love with my backyard again. My dad made a new patio and bought some furniture for it and it's been my favorite place to hang out. Right now the weather is really great slight breezes and the warm sun. UGH i love spring and summer. I really can't wait til its warm enough so we can go swimming and I can get fricken dark. I swear it's weird to think that some people really think I'm white. I don't have a hispanic accent which is usually a dead give away but I really don't understand how people really think I'm white. I have a weird vocabulary like the words I choose to use like: sweet sauce, weak, trick, etc... but I don't think that should have any deciding factors on my race. eh. whatevs. Here is an example my brothers and I went out to a hookah lounge with a bunch of friends. Well my friend yaqui brought a friend that was very "sweet" (as my professor would say) and for you idiots out there, gay. Well I fell in love with him because I really like gay guys and I love talking dirty with them about other dudes. And If you don't know me I'm a real perv, and I swear I get it from my mom because she's really bad too. And I really don't realize who I'm talking dirty in front of and, yeah... my brothers are convince I'm a huge slut, but my business is my business so whatevs. ANYWHO, me and this kid kept talking and talking I swear we where the only ones talking since everyone was super quiet and uncomfortable because that kid was "sweet" but yeah, we got to the end of this get together because me and my crew where ready to leave and the guy comes and give us a check and he's all give it to the mexican and I was like I'm hispanic too... He like REALLY? I really dont think it was that hard to not tell I'm not hispanic. But eh... Thats how I roll.  Summer is going to be great. Can't wait for my last final to roll around and I can start singing, School's out for summa! haha. I need to get my life organized and put my business on my top proirities this summer because seriously I feel I'm going to lose out if I dont get my life situated. So now to clean my room! Til the next post... nail clippings.

-fo sho

into the ocean with you.

Today has been a great day :) This week has been a roller coaster like most weeks lately but over i really do feel happy. Saturday I got a text saying we got some free tickets to a dodger game so me brobee franky and bff went to the game and had some fun :) Dodgers took it of course, well not of course because they are up and down as much as my moods, but anyways it was just a great experience hanging out at the game and seeing my best friend that I haven't seen since january! But of course we never have that awkwardness of not seeing each other and just jump in where we last left off. That night was great but next morning really wasn't. I had to be at work at 5am so yeah I had some serious lack of sleep but it was a good day at work. This week was the last week of instruction which was great but seriously lame because 75% of my classes where doing presentations. So of course the girl that has to be doing something when shes bored, i drew. I had a few songs stuck in my head and of course its "off the map" from alkaline trio, still!!! wtf i dont know why i can't get sick of that song! anyways another song was "watching airplanes" by gary allen and like two songs are constantly on my mind and since i had nothing better to draw i tried to interpret the songs into my sketch. They came out decent but I'm not a real great drawer so it was pretty weak but whatevs. BUT you need to check out this kid Jon Contino (www.joncontino.com) he's really good and exactly what i love in art. I love nautical anything and i think thats why I'm in love with "off the map" I really cant wait til I find something amazing so I can put it on my body. Okay enough with that. So today someone told me "i cant figure you out" and honestly I couldnt figure myself out and i've known myself for many, many years. This small question got me pondering on what I truly believe in every aspect of life. I am this strong willed "women" that gets and works for what she wants. Conservative to a point but some issues i may side different. I love art and any form of art: music, paintings, cake, design.... I love technology, I love nature. Meditation and serenity is a huge part of me. Balance is key to any life. Family i hold close and also my friends. It's weird how a small question can make you ponder so long. I would keep going on and on but I have a date with my bike and friend. Time to load up my dyke* truck and head off to the sunset.  Til my next post, stained zebra carpet.....

fosho

*i call it my dyke truck because it has a "i brake for beavers" sticker on the back but I'm all for dudes. I heart weewees too much to go lez. haha :)

happyness...

I know it's spelt wrong, but it was meant to be like the movie. Happiness means different things to people. For one, I think total happiness is being please with who you've become and not being in any sense of ugly to people. I personally find happiness in the most random of things. I've work at the new store for like a week now and twice have they caught me off guard. Someone keeps the same mundane thing they do everyday and puts some fun into it. We sell "conchas" which are "shells" in English and they are these shell looking sweet bread with pastel frosting, well anyways they usually range in size from XL which are probably 8" to our minis which are 3-4" well I was in the fridge texting and I was looking at this rack getting ready to grab some sheets and I noticed this quarter size concha and immediately just felt really happy. Someone took the time and carefully crafted this perfect little shell. Another thing was today I was rinsing off some pastry bags and I was looking at some old cookies they where getting ready to throw away. I started looking at them and all of them where happy, one was even happier than the rest because he had a huge grin like so :D but another one caught my eye. It was a pissed off cookie. It was really awesome. I have a feeling that i know who is doing this but I've yet to find out officially. But with me it doesn't take a lot to make me happy. I wave hello, a fun conversation, hell even just a drive up to the cross laying in the back watching the stars and BSing about crap that has happened over the week. I don't need money to be happy. I'm friend rich. I know it may sound cheesy but honestly tis the truth. Now I think I'm going to take a nap on the hammock and enjoy the small breeze and the sound of the sprinkler. Til the next time....chocolate covered fried onions...

Vegas Vacation

So last week was a doozy but I got through it knowing at the end of the week I would be in the one place that makes me happy and awkward. Friday rolled around and I was up at 3am to get ready for work. Worked my 8 and got out of there with my cashed check in hand I was Vegas bound. I got home ran around the house grabbing anything I could think I needed for this 3 day aventure. Well it has been over 4 years that I've driven to Vegas on Friday and holy crap was their traffic, it didnt help that I went on a weekend that had a ton of activities going on in the town, but whatever! So I got there a bit late due to traffic so I met my friends at a bar for drinks and thank you spy on vegas for the free buzz. Spy on Vegas has these events around town and you get free drinks that they are sponsoring and this time it was patron shots and two different wines. You can see we where hanging around the patron table. All in all that night was a major fun. Went down to fremont to see Lady A and some of David Nail. Got drunk, danced, talked and danced with cowboys :) it was a great friday night. Drove back to Henderson and went to another pub and met some boys from a band got friendly with them and then 3 hit and i was passing out on the bar. I was so tired. Saturday morning I was HUNGover. Not the best feeling and since I dont drink often it was a killer. It wasnt as bad as my birthday hangover but it was up there. Ate brunch with casey, her dad, friend and nephew then went to a car show in Casey's sexy ass 53* ford truck (*i think thats the year) did some walking around. Got back home got ready again ate and went to see more shows. We saw Luke Bryan, he is amazing BTW, we got there just in time and Joey led us to this perfect spot we where just standing there and me be observant as usually i kept noticing these two girls trying to get into this special area. I kept my eye on that situation and was trying to see what was going to come of it. Sure enough the promoters where letting a few extra people in the VIP area. OMG like a few feet away from luke. Sure enough my smart ass looks at the lady and mouths "me too" and she asked me how many in my party and we all go in! OMG he is such a great performer :) after his amazing show we went to the other stage to see Miranda Lambert, not to be mean or put her down her show couldnt compare to what we experienced and since I'm not a huge fan it was kinda boring. A super drunk chick kept bumping into me and holding on to me, it got old quick. I was so scared she was going to blow chunks on me. Ended the night again at PT's had a few drinks and the bartender only charged me like $8. The next morning got up packed said my goodbyes. Went to meet up my buddy frank and kristen for brunch and had an amazing time catching up. The drive was a bitch but it was worth it. I miss Vegas and maybe I'll move back out there but I'm fine where I'm at right now. Just every now and then i need my little vegas vacation! :)

I'm sitting in the breakroom and how i wish i could just fall asleep in here. stupid creepers came to eat their lunches up here so I'm here stuck writing a post. working here is not that bad. first off im getting more hours which wasnt really a big concern. because i really dont have bills but eh. butt (<-yes that butt) im saving 100 bucks in gas :) woohoo. eh when summer comes around i can start working my 40 its going to be ballin :) btw im buying a projector so we can have movie showings outside, its going to be pretty pimp, i feel like a pimp. and that will be for sure one of the first movies i show! but i need to get cracking on watching classic movies like "casa blanca" "mice of men" random movies. they dont have to based off books i just cant think of any movies right now because my brain is shorting out. 130 is hopefully around the corner so i can just walk home strip down and
nap. then get up and go to the gym with lore. we need to have some girl time ;) hey! woah, woah! jk