rachel's life as she see it. nobody reads this, so it can get as personal as she wants.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
there is a reason for everything
I have become more aware that God has a purpose for everything he throws your way. People come and go in your life, but the time they are there they make you experience and realize things you'd never experience alone. I have two people that I'm writing about in particular you could probably guess one but the other only one person knows about him. One of the people I'm writing about made me experience little things in life that made me happy and on the other side made me realize how I shouldn't treat people. Me and this particular person where the best of friends and I stuck my reputation out for him for things that I think back on that where mistakes but you know what shit happens. I wouldn't take back all the time I spent with him because there are reasons God put him in my life. The other person is this guy I met online and we started talking. I was deceiving him the whole time we talked which killed me inside and I got what I had coming to me, but with the few weeks he was in my life and even after the fact he inspired me to become a better person. I don't think he'll ever forgive me but maybe one day he will, but the post below was inspired by him. He's a very knowledgeable guy and what I took away from him can only better me. I'm very motivated to my list and it's mostly dedicated to him and myself. Mistakes can set you back unless you learn from them. And you should never take anyone for granted. I had pure poison in my life for awhile but I don't regret it because you need one rainy day to make you appreciate the sunny ones. So that's a little behind my list and my motivation. Until later..... male figure skating.
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I swear we are meant to be friends. You think just like me. I am not a religious person but I have been attending church with my friend Oreo. I swear God is reaching out to me. I feel like he is talking to me and opening my eyes more. I have always had a head on my shoulder and I feel I am as we all are in each others lives for a reason. I just have such a hard time with Goodbyes.
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