the rain and wind.

Laying in my bed waiting for the z's to come I feel at peace with myself. My windows are open and I can hear the rain drip off the house and splatter on the ground. The palms blowing in the wind and my mind slowly wondering to a great place. He's been on my mind a lot and hopefully something will come of him on tuesday. It's been a long weekend and work was decent. Now trying to focus on a few things I can accomplish this week. I guess I really didn't realize that I do try to inspire a lot of people, getting them to believe in themselves and to conquer the world. I believe anyone has the power to make their future theirs and do what they want in life. Any goal is reachable as long as you have the mind set that you can accomplish anything. My list isn't hard to accomplish, some will take a lot longer to accomplish due to financial dedication and opportunities to open so I can accomplish them but all in all they will get done. I have a track record of not accomplishing things I have started but my life has totally changed when I completed culinary school. This was one of the first major things I have accomplished in my short life. I have many years (God willing) to come and I want to make the best of them. I happy that little things in life make me happy and I'm not that needy of a person to make anything great. Hearing the wind takes me somewhere I really can't explain but my mind is at ease and finally letting the stress of my weekend work week come to an end and now to focus on school and family. 19 days til the big 21 and how excited I am. Sleep is coming and the pitter patter of the rain is making me dose. Until tomorrow, more like today. Sweet dreams and banana pancakes.